Well I am back to my cozy, yet empty home. It has been a long day for myself. My whole day has revolved around this evenings College and Career event: Unveiled Faces (previously called Worship Cafe).
I will be honest, I have been struggling with life lately. Trying to stay positive, trying to stay optimistic; its not as easy as it used to be. This combined with the loneliness I have been experienced recently, and so I just closed up like a clam. I have made a bunch of excuses to a bunch of people in the past 24 hours about my mood. They have ranged from me just not knowing what was wrong, to me feeling like I needed to be dutiful and thus I was just being serious, to being tired. To say that these things weren't factors would be wrong, but I defiantly don't think that they are the root.
I don't really know what the root is, and I don't think it really matters. Its now the next day (Sunday night), and I guess that I need to decide what to do, and I think I need to stop feeding this. I don't know what it is, but I know that by trying to be positive I can hopefully come out of this.
So who knows, maybe the tone of my next blog will be the same, but hopefully different.
Thanks for listening to these thoughts.
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